Preparing for the next battle. Having faith to reach to my destination. Closing my eyes to go into flashback to see nothing but memories. It sucks but it really helps me to keep the grip stronger. In the end, I don’t know what I will have but whatever it would be; there would be nothing [...]
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I wish if I knew how to use words so I could keep the things out from my heart .. It’s too hard for me to say something .. It’s always .. I will wait for you till my last breath, it’s not my mind, but heart .. so, can’t help it. But on the [...]
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I don’t know what to do….
Life, Time, and Me (A War)
Posted: March 1, 2012 in "Me" as a "Betrayal"Tags: few days, last breath, nightmare, sleepless night
I’m so bad when it’s about to write something! I don’t know why I’m doing all this. I don’t even know what I’m gonna write after this sleepless night (but I know it would be nothing but just a bullshit). After such a hard serious 1 hour meeting, the whole night was more than a [...]
Hollow words but I’ve got nothing to make you believe how truly I miss you…!!! Last night was so horrible but I don’t know what makes me to stay… Just like a child plays near the sea side to make a home but every time, it all gets vanished. Exactly, in the same way; I [...]
I feel like a song without the words, A man without a soul, A bird without its wings, A heart without a home.I feel like a knight without a sword, A sky without the sun, Cause you are the one. I feel like a ship beneath the waves, A child who’s lost its way, A door without a key, A face without [...]
Me and my work. Yes, this is great life! In front of my laptop all the time, and if there is any one calling my name .. it’s enough to say “I AM BUSY”. And that’s it….. I need silence!!! I don’t have time, I don’t know whether I’ll have or not anymore. But who [...]
Life is no more than a wait for the next heart beat ,, not fo me any way. I have no more wishes in my stupid non existing heart. Spending every minute like its not more than a duty for me. jst waiting for my day to come and take my soul away. Have nothing [...]
I’m still feeling sick of myself and my life. I don’t know where to move from here. It’s like I have got no way anymore and there might not be anymore! I really don’t know! Whether you cover up or not, up to you but don’t be in any misapprehension, I know anyway!!! I simply [...]
Yes, it was me who broke your heart! Yes, it was me who made you go through all of this! Yes, it was me who betrayed you! Yes, it was me who didn’t let you go when you were willing to! Yes, it was me who is so cruel! Yes, it was me who said [...]
