Great!!!

Me and my work. Yes, this is great life! In front of my laptop all the time, and if there is any one calling my name .. it’s enough to say “I AM BUSY”. And that’s it….. I need silence!!!
I don’t have time, I don’t know whether I’ll have or not anymore. But who cares, not me though huh!!!

It’s quiet easy for me to say “Don’t buzz, I’m busy.. I can’t call, I’m busy!!!”… It hurts I know but this is how I’m…. Deal with it or not, I HELL CARE ABOUT IT.

Need no one around me… I’m good with my ideas, plannings, and goals.

BE AWARE OF A PLAYBOY!!!

Gonna drive crazy this time…………………

Cheers!

No complains , no wishes!!!

Life is no more than a wait for the next  heart beat ,, not fo me any way. I have no more wishes in my stupid non existing heart. Spending every minute like its not more than a duty for me. jst waiting for my day to come and take my soul away.

Have nothing else to say, coz I have got no words left in my life to share here.

i hv no complains .. nothing ..

Don’t be happy .. I’ll be back !!!Losers!!!

Had a great fun that night!
It was really hard to get that point though but you know how stupid and trash I’m lol.. Finally, got what I just went for …….. Sacrifices everywhere but no matter how it feels or from what things you have to go through but literally, sometimes it’s just too good to be the one what you never dreamed off. Any way, somethings which I couldn’t have just coz of………….
that was;

1) I wanted to see sun-rise!
2) I wanted to have a lonely HOUR near sea-side!
3) Damn songs with light volume!

Any way, ‘ll have another chance as soon as I will be back on tracks. So, till then chill out and get some practice duh!
Had an offer for tonight but couldn’t leave and on the other hand, in case of bikes I’m little……….. you know lol. But, ‘ll go for it soon coz. when I take on the things, I JUST DO IT at any cost (Not everything though :s )!

Enough for now!
-oB

Just do or die…!!!

I’m still feeling sick of myself and my life. I don’t know where to move from here. It’s like I have got no way anymore and there might not be anymore! I really don’t know!
Whether you cover up or not, up to you but don’t be in any misapprehension, I know anyway!!!
I simply don’t deserve you. You’re just too good in your own way and in that way, I don’t want to make mess or any kind of hurdle which could harm you (I have already done that so much, I know that already!).

I’ve to leave by 2300hrs and if everything gone fine then hopefully, I’ll be back at home in the morning then I would text you because my cell would be with my bro (I can’t take it there). I don’t know about any fix time so that I could tell you (sorry about that).

I tried to call you but it’s like there are so many walls between us and I just couldn’t. Anyway, may be I’m having so much in my mind but still, I can’t help it!

Take care of yourself!!!
-oB

Waiting for the next one!

I’m sorry for being rude and so mean all the time but this is all now I’ve got left in me. I wish I could still be the same as I was before, but it’s just too hard for me to come back. I’m too far away from myself even!

For now, just waiting for a bloody game to begin and a confirmation message for “RACE but NO BRAKES”; To go back to street and scratch the damn roads!!!
Passing time near sea side is better than to screw the sleepless nights on bed to get nothing at all!!!
Just wanna watch sun-rise near the sea side which really seems peaceful and calm my soul and wipe out the bloody tears!
Hope, I would see that after passing the night with freaking roads and possibly be able to see a winning day in whatever field!

Damn it! Enough! BE STRONG, FORGET ABOUT THE PATIENCE, GIVE A DAMN TO YOUR LUCK, AND JUST COMPETE TO WIN!!!

BaZIGaR is back!!! But this time, NO Counter Strike in some freaking Gaming Zone but the REAL roads!!!

Peace!
-oB

Morning…!!!

Finally, slept at 0400 hrs and woke up at 0800 hrs .. Don’t know why I couldn’t sleep like I use to. Any way, it’s 1200 hrs and just waiting for my sister to come downstairs so that we have to move, pick my cousin and drop them at parlor. Again, pathetic driving day…!!!
Trying to have some songs in my cell phone to keep the things silent around me…!!!

I have crazy plannings in the evening. All are going in someone’s wedding and I will be alone at home. So, staying home alone. NOT A GOOD IDEA, RIGHT? So, I’ll be going to Sea View Track .. For Car race , yeeaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa…. Have to see mechanic first in evening. Last time, I was at fifth position lol. I think I was too much careful but tonight it’s gonna be fun because I’m really not in a mood to secure even 2nd position :@ .. So, I don’t care what’s gonna happen but I’ve to do it at any cost. 1st position is ONLY mine!!!

Have a great life! Or may be, See ya…!!!

-oB

It was me!

Yes, it was me who broke your heart!
Yes, it was me who made you go through all of this!
Yes, it was me who betrayed you!
Yes, it was me who didn’t let you go when you were willing to!
Yes, it was me who is so cruel!
Yes, it was me who said “I Love you!”
Yes, it was me who chose her over you!
Yes, it was me who played with your heart!
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Yes, it will always be “ME” who would never understand what I have done!
And Yes, it’s “ME” who should just “GO TO HELL!”

-oB